it's been freaking long since i blog but i'll be back soon : )

la la la seems like im busy to even blog.. only have fri night to sun evening.. army boys.. LOL

anyway Le - oN has became a smoker? YES

emotional? maybe

spendthrift ? definitely

ha!~ life is okay, never been able to save money and getting PMS at times..

now im into my ipod classic, just got over from a friend.. 220. ouch! 10 april pay day is gone.. afterless shd be 300 plus only..

music rocks my life.. after self - fashion, i dont give a shit abt copying or whatever that is popular in the street now.. but i got the genes.. heh heh . im confident abt that. .

i wanna be loved , a girlfriend in precise.. feeling so useless . . . single all the life i missed the fun of what little boys shd experience in the teens..

my blue eyes dream has come true. contact lense is so easy to use la..

anyway i am very pissed with my work. my contract have like 1 year 3 months fortunately!!!

what's wrong with having something so called 'flashy' as quoted by U in my outfit. a simple plain baby pink shoe. im like. U OLD SHITZ!!

i live with style . . . .

i really cant conform to rules and regulation..

i just need some sense in my brain . . . to calm down and do sth abt it.. i gonna try my luck this week .. bless me..

i dont care if u charged me for defiance. ~ world peace * _ * eyes rolling . . .

im getting older. Shitz!

love life has to improve. . .

I WANT TO BE Financially secured . independant

stay healthy. . ?? Le- oN has became a smoker.. omg . . super social la.. lol

what's more . . .. hmmm. . . ...

tmr have to book in at 2130. kind of happy though my leave has ended cos i can see my friends lol . . .

but it's going to be tougher.. so excited and scared at the same time. . .

kiss out~

lol. turning 21.. very soon. . . .am so very fucking broke whenever pay arrive.. shopperholic . . .what to do.. ??? damn.! i just cant save ever since last time.. . . . .


metro-boy : my nick:


ns has come to a point of 5 month anniversary.. 1 yr 5 months more..

WHERE HAVE MY DEAREST FRIENDS GONE TO . . . . forever facing my bunk friends . . . . everyone's so busy ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

im 20 and im single throughout. no one believes.

the world's changing. everyone is zao shou. meaning early "mature", it's so common to date at early ages. . . HA! random tages by me..

how i wish to be loved and hugged. someone by my side.. lol seems like im going crazy to be loved.. no chance no hope.. we'll see.. this one day might come.. who knows.. .


there's this one i always love in my heart.. haha but we'll never be together i know.. .. one side love and not contacting this person much is like.. hmmm.. i happy seeing u doing good.. =) * she doesn't know at all*

it's hard to describe. . . . i just want to protect her, it's an emotion that i feel for her.

if i dont like someone. i wouldnt be bother with that person. there wont be feelings.. haha

feeling is amazing . . towards everyone i know.. and songs reminds me of different ppl at situation. .. like im with this person when this song is played etc. or that person sang that song before me.. etc. . .

September 10. ytd . Ha! my POP - passing out parade, memorable as my momma put on the jockey cap for me.. before i flung it to the sky and shout pop. daddy, sister, brother was also present. we took photos.

i used to hate daddy eh? but things just fall to places by itself. i dont take him as a stranger after i got to army. . . . . . amazing eh? ha! we talked.. im happy but it's all too late. time heals everything . but my parents are old now.. i dont know how to put in words..



There's 20 ppl in my platoon. but around 7 got post out.. argh, i'll miss everyone. . . . getting emotional again . . .feelings that i always have. . .lol.



now im on holis. till 18th sept 2100 to book in.. but schedule fulled. anyway NS life is like every friday night book out, sunday night 2030 book in. 2 months pass just like that.

i'm so sorry i seldom blog now. ha! so tired..

TAKE CARE my friends/// so long never contact you guys!!!! i'm doing good. so you had better be too!

Im fuck-Ing Being Charcoal!. hideous.. ARGhhHhhhhH!! but it's fun time with all of them.. =)

interupting this 2 lovely couples.. !! SU-anne . Nicoretto

Miss Starrie

Dearest Boss . Joi - Anne

last but not least photogenic me..

It's my last 3 days at work.. it's sad leaving.. an amazing emotion which i never thought i would have when i first joined.. it's been 4 months. 9th mar marks the first episode of working life at jean perrie.

made lots of goods friends and see "clients" from different woks of life.. learning more about fashion, ppl inter-relationship, dressing up, matching, colors, and lots. something that couldn't be found elsewhere..

and july 11 is my anniversary, im going NS at lim chu kang area camp. skin-head taking over me.

Dear guys( outside from work friends) , i'm missing all of you . . . work has cause me to lost touch with many ppl. but you guys are not forgotten.. . .

we'll meet up somehow somewhere..

telling u more abt my work

4 branches

- far east - level 1 Enos wear , few doors left from craft
-heeren - level 3 jean perrie ( opposite ed hardy)
- level 4 C.A.P ( opposite flesh imp)
central mall- C.A.P level #03-41

i run around this month. . . . .lol

started work on 9 mar. am getting used to work. . . finally i have enough money for myself, guys.

havent been catching up with ALL OF YOU, but my dearest friends, you are not forgotten. . .

ok i need to sleep soon. . . night.

FIND ME IF POP BY TOWN> drop me a msg and i'll reply.. .

falling in love with break dancing.

=locking.popping.jive.krump=
all the terms but i cant do any yet. just like it..

these are what i can do for the moments. . .

websites(copyright)http://www.winningminds.co.uk/ and http://www.iamtheultimate.com/

handstand . head spin. but sill can't spin. just stay in the air. playing around with the legs.

and free fall backwards and hand touch the ground. no pic found.


just got a beanie. will try out soon..
if im not blogging for mths then i must have sprain my neck. ( touch wood)
just an interest. didnt matter if i dont do well. cos no break dancing friends yet to practise with .